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Tahuti Lodge Open House

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Tue, 17 Jul 2007 02:58:00 GMT

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Tahuti Lodge, of the Ordo Templi Orientis, invites you to join us for an Open House on July 28th. This special event will include a presentation entitled
"An Introduction to Thelemic Magick and the O.T.O." by Frater J.S.,
followed by a Q and A panel discussion.

This event will be held at:
New York City Center, Inc
130 West 56th St.
Studio 4
2:30 - 5pm

For reservations or further information, please contact us at
tahutilodge@verizon.net.

This event is free of charge but donations will be accepted.

Love is the law, love under will.

Good Laugh

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Fri, 17 Nov 2006 16:52:31 GMT

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6805063692754011230

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Sat, 11 Nov 2006 05:16:48 GMT

Happy Birthday realimposter and richard_kaczyn
I hope you both have fantastic weekends.

James Wasserman in NYC

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:35:11 GMT

93 Everyone,

Just a reminder that the pre-registration deadline for James Wasserman's lecture on Secret Societies on November 11th, 2006 E.V is November 5th.

The cost for this lecture is $20 for the public and $15 for OTO members. Seating is limited so we encourage everyone who plans on attending to pre-pay and reserve their seat. The doors will open at 1PM. After the lecture, there will be a book signing. It will be held at The NY Open
Center, 83 Spring St. in NYC.

Payment by Mail:
Please mail your check or money order to:

Tahuti Lodge, O.T.O.
P.O. Box 1535
New York, NY 10153-1535

Make checks payable to Tahuti Lodge.

If you mail a check or money order, be sure to include the title of the
event, your name, email address, and, if you are an OTO member, your local
body affiliation. Please email us to let us know you have sent payment.

Paypal:
Paypal payment can be sent to tahutilodge@yahoo.com. This is the most
convenient payment method but paypal does charge fees. If it be your Will to
include an additional $1 or $2 with your payment to offset these fees, it
would be appreciated.

When paying via paypal, please indicate your civil name, email address, and,
if you are a member of the OTO, your local body affiliation, in the comments
section.

Thanks for everyone's support.

93 93/93
Patti

James Wasserman in NYC

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:02:33 GMT

James Wasserman will be lecturing on Secret Societies in NYC on November 11th, 2006 E.V. at the NY Open Center in SoHo.
There is limited seating. Please email tahutilodge@verizon.net for more information.

Evil Dead: The Musical

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Tue, 10 Oct 2006 23:43:31 GMT

Last night L. and I took E., my Dad and my little sister to see Evil Dead: The Musical. Whoa! It was terrific! I love the Evil Dead films and was so curious as to how they could pull it off as a musical. They really did a great job. I think it is really going to catch on and give Rocky Horror a run for its money.
We sat in the first row, otherwise known as the "splatter zone." We didn't get hit as much as we would have hoped but it was still great.
For $26 dollars a ticket (more if you don't want to get sprayed) it was definitly worth it. I want to go again and am crossing my fingers they come out with a soundtrack, too. The songs were great. There was "What the Fuck was That?," and "All the Men in my Life Keep Getting Killed by Candarian Demons." The best number, IMO, was Candarian demons dancing to "Do the Necromoncon"
Here's the link: http://www.evildeadthemusical.net/home.php. If you go into the cabin and click on the projector it gives you little clips from the show.
Go. I laughed my ass off.

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 14 Sep 2006 16:42:57 GMT

Which of the Imagist poets are you?

You are Ezra Pound (1885-1972), author of Ripostes, The Cantos etc. You're a mover, shaker, and organizer, and you don't mince words. You're eccentric and questing, but also a hard-liner on subjects close to your heart. One day you might find yourself an unwilling guest of the government, but hey! that's part of life's adventure!
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Thanks sanguinea

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Wed, 23 Aug 2006 02:38:26 GMT

Visiting Friends on Mirror Lake, Kingston NY (a draft)

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:42:24 GMT

The male extends his wings
puffs his chest
elongates his neck
and watches
as our canoe
glides along the surface of the lake.

We know his spouse and
just-hatched nestlings are not far.
They rest concealed in the tall brush
on the side of the lake where there are no houses.

I sweep my hand through murky water
beside the bank of the lakeside.
I finger the lily pads
as not to crush them.
My fingers dangle.
Small waves form
undulating extending
outwards towards the banks.
When the vibration reaches him,
he rises and skims above the surface of the water
like a stone flung
towards an intruding snake
slithering near children while they splash
near the dock.

Each season the swan mate.
Each season three or four hatch
how many eggs are laid we'll never know
Each season the young make their journey to the lake.
They stumble through brush and rotted branches.
They flutter their cottony arms to hop into the water.
They paddle
not to near
not too far
from their parents.
Occasionally one drifts
curious about a frog or dragonfly
he sees in the distance
until a nudge from his father
steers him back
and returns him to his course.

Each season the four
become three
become two
at night the coyote descends from his hill.
become one
until there is nothing
but the sway of the trees
leaning bending
as if in mourning.
Mother and father
alone again.

I float and wonder
why he guards the lake so diligently in the day and
why they return to nest at the same grave
perilous spot each spring.
Why does he eye
us
so carefully
while the coyote waits in silence?

I think of my own children
taking their first steps away from me.
Will I recognize the assailant?
Will I rise to protect them?
or will I succumb to the inevitable swallowing
of innocence
just learning to swim?

So true...so true...

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Fri, 18 Aug 2006 04:17:13 GMT

You Are Scooter

Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick.
You're always willing to lend a helping hand.
In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going.
"15 seconds to showtime!"

The Muppet Personality Test

and less than a block away.....

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 29 Jun 2006 20:48:43 GMT

If I walk down to the end of my street this is what I see...
http://www.pennlive.com/news/expresstimes/video/index.ssf?062906_4.html

Happy Birthday lisachrist

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Wed, 28 Jun 2006 14:26:05 GMT

Happy Birthday lisachrist
See ya later on....bring your rowboat

ripped from ash93

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Wed, 24 May 2006 02:55:07 GMT

You scored as Emergent/Postmodern. You are Emergent/Postmodern in your theology. You feel alienated from older forms of church, you don't think they connect to modern culture very well. No one knows the whole truth about God, and we have much to learn from each other, and so learning takes place in dialogue. Evangelism should take place in relationships rather than through crusades and altar-calls. People are interested in spirituality and want to ask questions, so the church should help them to do this.

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Emergent/Postmodern

75%

Classical Liberal

71%

Evangelical Holiness/Wesleyan

64%

Modern Liberal

61%

Roman Catholic

57%

Charismatic/Pentecostal

46%

Neo orthodox

43%

Reformed Evangelical

21%

Fundamentalist

What's your theological worldview?
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The Thunder, Perfect Mind

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Apr 2006 04:43:40 GMT

I was sent forth from the power,
and I have come to those who reflect upon me,
and I have been found among those who seek after me.
Look upon me, you (pl.) who reflect upon me,
and you hearers, hear me.
You who are waiting for me, take me to yourselves.
And do not banish me from your sight.
And do not make your voice hate me, nor your hearing.
Do not be ignorant of me anywhere or any time. Be on your guard!
Do not be ignorant of me.

For I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the scorned one.
I am the whore and the holy one.
I am the wife and the virgin.
I am and the daughter.
I am the members of my mother.
I am the barren one
and many are her sons.
I am she whose wedding is great,
and I have not taken a husband.
I am the midwife and she who does not bear.
I am the solace of my labor pains.
I am the bride and the bridegroom,
and it is my husband who begot me.
I am the mother of my father
and the sister of my husband,
and he is my offspring.
I am the slave of him who prepared me.
I am the ruler of my offspring.
But he is the one who [begot me] before the time
on a birthday.
And he is my offspring [in] (due) time,
and my power is from him.
I am the staff of his power in his youth,
[and] he is the rod of my old age.
And whatever he wills happens to me.
I am the silence that is incomprehensible
and the idea whose remembrance is frequent.
I am the voice whose sound is manifold
and the word whose appearance is multiple.
I am the utterance of my name.

Why, you who hate me, do you love me,
and you hate those who love me?
You who deny me, confess me,
and you who confess me, deny me.
You who tell the truth about me, lie about me,
and you who have lied about me, tell the truth about me.
You who know me, be ignorant of me,
and those who have not known me, let them know me.

For I am knowledge and ignorance.
I am shame and boldness.
I am shameless; I am ashamed.
I am strength and I am fear.
I am war and peace.
Give heed to me.
I am the one who is disgraced and the great one.

Give heed to my poverty and my wealth.
Do not be arrogant to me when I am cast out upon the earth,
[and] you will find me in [those that] are to come.
And do not look [upon] me on the dung-heap
nor go and leave me cast out,
and you will find me in the kingdoms.
And do not look upon me when I am cast out among those who
are disgraced and in the least places,
nor laugh at me.
And do not cast me out among those who are slain in violence.
But I, I am compassionate and I am cruel.
Be on your guard!
Do not hate my obedience
and do not love my self-control.
In my weakness, do not forsake me,
amd do not be afraid of my power.
For why do you despise my fear
and curse my pride?

But I am she who exists in all fears
and strength in trembling.
I am she who is weak,
and I am well in a pleasant place.
I am senseless and I am wise.

Why have you hated me in your counsels?
For I shall be silent among those who are silent,
and I shall appear and speak.
Why then have you hated me, you Greeks?
Because I am a barbarian among [the] barbarians?
For I am the wisdom [of the] Greeks
and the knowledge of [the] barbarians.
I am the judgment of [the] Greeks and the barbarians.
[I] am the one whose image is great in Egypt
and the one who has no image among the barbarians.
I am the one who is hated everywhere
and who has been loved everywhere.
I am the one whom they call Life,
and you have called Death.
I am the one whom they call Law,
and you have called Lawlessness.
I am the one whom you have pursued,
and I am the one whom you have seized.
I am the one you have scattered,
and you have gathered me together.
I am the one before whom you have been ashamed,
and you have been shameless to me.
I am she who does not keep festival,
and I am she whose festivals are many.
I, I am godless,
and I am one whose God is great.
I am the one whom you have reflected upon,
and you have scorned me.
I am unlearned,
and they learn from me.
I am the one whom you have despised,
and you reflect upon me.
I am the one whom you have hidden from,
and you appear to me.
But whenever you hide yourselves,
I myself will appear.
For [whenever] you [appear],
I myself [will hide] from you.
Those who have [...] to it [...] senselessly [...].

Take me [... understanding] from grief,
and take me to yourselves from understanding [and] grief.
And take me to yourselves from places that are ugly and in ruin,
and rob from those which are good even though in ugliness.
Out of shame, take me to yourselves shamelessly;
and out of shamelessness and shame, upbraid my members
in yourselves.
And come foreward to me, you who know me
and you who know my members,
and establish the great ones among the small first creatures.
Come foreward to childhood,
and do not despise it because it is small and it is little.
And do not turn away greatness in some parts from the
smallnesses,
for the smallnesses are known from the greatnesses.

Why do you curse me and honor me?
You have wounded and you have had mercy.
Do not separate me from the first ones whom you have [known].
[And] do not cast anyone [out nor] turn anyone away
[...] turn away and [... know] him not.
[... him].
What is mine [...].
I know the [first ones] and those after them [know] me.

But I am the mind of [...] and the rest of [...].
I am the knowledge of my inquiry,
and the finding of those who seek after me,
and the command of those who ask of me,
and the power of the powers in my knowledge
of the angels, who have been sent at my word,
and of the gods in their seasons by my counsel,
and of the spirits of every man who exists with me,
and of the women who dwell within me.
I am the one who is honored, and who is praised,
and who is despised scornfully.
I am peace,
and war has come because of me.
I am an alien and a citizen.
I am the substance and the one who has no substance.

Those who are without association with me are ignorant of me,
and those who are in my substance are the ones who know me.
Those who are close to me have been ignorant of me,
and those who are far away from me are the ones who have
known me.
On the day when I am close to [you],
[you] are far away [from me],
[and] on the day when I [am far away] from you,
[I am close] to you.

[I am ...] within.
[I am ...] of the natures.
I am [...] of the creation of the spirits.
[...] request of souls.
[I am] control and the uncontrollable.
I am the union and the dissolution.
I am the abiding and the dissolving.
I am the one below,
and they come up to me.
I am the judgment and the acquittal.
I, I am sinless,
and the root of sin derives from me.
I am lust in (outward) appearance,
and interior self-control exists within me.
I am the hearing that is attainable to everyone
and the speech that cannot be grasped.
I am a mute who does not speak,
and great is the multitude of my words.

Hear me in gentleness, and learn of me in roughness.
I am she who cries out,
and I am cast out on the face of the earth.
I prepare the bread and my mind within.
I am the knowledge of my name.
I am one who cries out,
and I listen.
I appear and [...] walk in [...] seal of my [...].
I am [...] the defense [...].
I am the one who is called Truth,
and iniquity [...].

You honor me [...] and you whisper against [me].
[...] victorious over them.
Judge then before they give judgment against you,
because the judge and the partiality exist in you.
If you are condemned by this one, who will acquit you?
Or if you are acquitted by him who will be able to detain you?
For what is inside of you is what is outside of you,
and the one who fashions you on the outside
is the one who shaped the inside of you.
And what you see outside of you,
you see outside of you;
it is visible and it is your garment.

Hear me, you hearers,
and learn of my words, you who know me.
I am the hearing that is attainable to everything;
I am the speech that can not be grasped.
I am the name of the sound
and the sound of the name.
I am the sign of the letter
and the designation of the division.
And I [...].
[...] light [...].
[...] hearers [...] to you
[...] the great power.
And [...] will not move the name.
[...] to the one who created me.
And I will speak his name.

Look then at his words
and all the writings which have been completed.
Give heed then, you hearers
and you also, the angels and those who have been sent,
and you spirits who have arisen from the dead.
For I am the one who alone exists,
and I have no one who will judge me.

For many are the pleasant forms which exist in
numerous sins,
and incontinencies,
and disgraceful passions,
and fleeting pleasures,
which (men) embrace until they become sober
and go up to their resting-place.
And they will find me there,
and they will live,
and they will not die again.

for wkdwych I know I have better things to do........

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Mon, 03 Apr 2006 01:23:19 GMT

Maslow Inventory Results

Physiological Needs (44%) you appear to have an adequate supply of basic necessities.
Safety Needs (20%) you appear to have a very secure environment.
Love Needs (37%) you appear to be content with the quality of your social connections.
Esteem Needs (50%) you appear to have a medium level of skill competence.
Self-Actualization (70%) you appear to have a high level of individual development.

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Jung Exployer...pretty nifty

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Sun, 02 Apr 2006 06:17:55 GMT

Jung Explorer Test
Actualized type: INFJ
(who you are)

INFJ - "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1.5% of total population.

Preferred type: INFJ
(who you prefer to be)

INFJ - "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1.5% of total population.

Attraction type: ENTJ

(who you are attracted to)

ENTJ - "Field Marshall". The basic driving force and need is to lead. Tend to seek a position of responsibility and enjoys being an executive. 1.8% of total population.

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BUNS AND RELIGIOUS CAKES.

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 30 Mar 2006 05:31:17 GMT

from:
The Masculine Cross and Ancient Sex Worship
by Sha Rocco
pseudonym of Abisha S. Hudson)
[1874]

SAYS Hyslop: "The hot cross-buns of Good Friday, and the dyed eggs of Pasch or Easter Sunday, figured in the Chaldean rites just as they do now. The buns known, too, by that identical name were used in the worship of the Queen of Heaven, the Goddess Easter (Ishtar or Astarte), as early as the days of Cecrops, the founder of Athens, 1,500 years before the Christian era." "One species of bread," says Bryant, "'which used to be offered to the gods, was of great antiquity, and called Boun.' Diogenes mentioned 'they were made of flour and honey.'" It appears that Jeremiah the Prophet was familiar with this lecherous worship. He says: "The children gather wood, the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead the dough to make cakes to the Queen of Heaven (Jer. vii, 18). Hyslop does not add that the "buns" offered to the Queen of Heaven, and in sacrifices to other deities, were framed in the shape of the sexual organs, but that they were so in ancient times we have abundance of evidence.

Martial distinctly speaks of such things in two epigrams, first wherein the male organ is spoken of, second wherein the female part is commemorated,. the cakes beingmade of the finest flour, and kept especially for the palate of the fair one.

Captain Wilford ("Asiatic Researches," viii, p 365) says: "When the people of Syracuse were sacrificing to Goddesses, they offered cakes called mulloi, shaped like the female organ, and in some temples where the priestesses were probably ventriloquists they so far imposed on the credulous multitude who came to adore the Vulva as to make them believe that it spoke and gave oracles."

We can understand how such things were allowed in licentious Rome, but we can scarcely comprehend bow they were tolerated in Christian Europe, as, to all innocent surprise, we find they were, from the second part of the "Remains of the Worship of Priapus": that in Saintonge, in the neighborhood of La Rochelle, small cakes baked in the form of the phallus are made as offerings at Easter, carried and presented from house to house. Dulare states that in his time the festival of Palm Sunday, in the town of Saintes, was called le fete des pinnes--feast of the privy members--and that during its continuance the women and children carried in the procession a phallus made of bread, which they called a pinne, at the end of their palm branches; these pinnes were subsequently blessed by the priests, and carefully preserved by the women during the year. Palm Sunday! Palm, it is to be remembered, is an euphemism of the male organ, and it is curious to see it united with the phallus in Christendom. Dulare also says that, in some of the earlier inedited French books on cookery, receipts are given for making cakes of the salacious form in question, which are broadly named. He further tells us those cakes Symbolized the male, in Lower Limousin, and especially at Brives, while the female emblem was adopted at Clermont, in Auvergne, and other places.

Happy Equinox

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Mon, 20 Mar 2006 17:32:16 GMT

Cosmic 'DNA': Double Helix Spotted in Space

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 16 Mar 2006 04:36:31 GMT

http://www.space.com/scienceastronomy/060315_dna_nebula.html

I can't even comment on this

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 02 Mar 2006 21:12:05 GMT

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060302/ap_on_go_co/patriot_act

This is exciting

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:42:55 GMT

I think some of you might be interested:

academicpagans

FIXED

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Wed, 01 Mar 2006 14:25:44 GMT

Ok. My problem with my comments is OK now. I had some customizations that for some reason only screwed me up after I purchased the paid account. Go figure.

These things are addictive

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Feb 2006 18:03:26 GMT

You are the Hermit, that is, a Mystic: The

hermit goeth solitary, and giveth only of his

light unto men.

What kind of Thelemite are you?
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HELP

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Feb 2006 17:45:14 GMT

I just purchased a paid account and now I cannot read comments in my journal. I followed all the directions... edited my preferences to make sure that only anonymous posting were screened...made sure I updated it...went into my journal and checked the little box in the comment and used the scroll bar to say unscreen....
I did all that stuff and I still can't unscreen them.
It would be great if someone knew how to fix this. I emailed livejournal to help me out but who knows how long that could be.
Only don't comment on this post...because I can't read it ;-)....email me at pattiwack@hotmail.com.

March 4th & 5th Lectures on Liber XXVII & Liber CCXXXI

pattiwack31@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:52:24 GMT

What The Hell Happened Last Night?
LJ Username
What did you drink?
You wake up in the morning next to:	lisachrist
...who is wearing:	a skunk fursuit
...and rolls over to you to say:	wait a moment... you said you were 16 on AIM!
...and then:	tweaks your nipples

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